"For Christ also suffered for sins, the just for the
unjust, that He might bring us to God" (1 Peter 3:18).
Always in sorrow God's love and justice are questioned. How
could a good God be so cruel and so uncaring of those made in His image?
Indeed, if He knew Adam and Eve would sin, why did He create them at all? I think
in deep sorrow this becomes a crucial and valid question, one that Jesus Himself shouted from the cross, "My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?"
Perhaps we can take some comfort in Isaiah 57:1-2: "The
righteous perishes, and no man takes it to heart; merciful men are taken away
while no one considers that the righteous man is taken away from evil." No
one considers! How true. Jesus's disciples were so bewildered when their lovely
Companion and Friend died on the Cross. Dear God, they must have cried to
heaven, Love nailed to a Cross? This Man they lived with, walked with and worked
with for over three years was subjected to the cruelest of deaths. How could
they know that out of this seeming failure would arise the Son of Man and Son
of God in eternal glory; that humankind would be given God's beauty for Jesus's
ashes of suffering; that mankind would be anointed with the oil of joy, God's
Holy Spirit; that the grieving world would be dressed with the garment of
praise for a spirit of heaviness through this ultimate act of man's inhumanity
to Man? How can we know that out of our dear and dead children's ashes will
arise a good and goodness? Because our Father is just and His promises are
true!
In Psalm 98:14 we are told not only of justice being the
foundation of God's throne, but of the symbolism of the twin angels of mercy
and truth (one version reads loving-kindness and faithfulness). Psalm 85:10
tells us: "Mercy and truth have met together; Righteousness and peace have
kissed." What a lovely vision for questioning hearts! Psalm 25:10 assures
us: "All the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth ... " and Psalm
26:3 reassures us: "For Your loving-kindness is before my eyes."
Wherever and whenever God goes, His justice, love and
faithfulness accompany Him. It is reported that when Abraham Lincoln was shot
in Ford's Theater, James Garfield shouted above the panic-stricken crowd,
"Fellow Citizens, `Justice and judgment are the habitation of His
throne.'" Here is the moral basis for God's Kingship. How then can we
blame God for evil: "Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to
desolation..." (Matthew 12:25). Remember, Friend, this is Jesus speaking!
I believe with all my broken heart that one of Satan's most successful ploys is
convincing us that God is responsible for earth's evils and sufferings. Satan
must literally dance for joy when a person actually believes that the
malignities and perversities of this life are "acts of God"! We are
unjust who accuse God of being unjust. It is Satan who is the accuser of the
brethren and who delights in our blaming God when calamity strikes. "For
God is not the author of confusion but of peace..." (1 Corinthians 14:33)
and grief is not peace but a terrible spiritual anarchy.
I realize that in desolation our hearts are hardly open to
the logic and logistics of this aberrant world in which we live and we seem to
battle forces we feel too much beyond our control. When we want -- indeed, need
-- to question why we have been thrown into the "bottom of the monstrous
world," as Milton so aptly termed it, we might consider that we are not
our own (1 Corinthians 6:19), and neither are our beloved dead. We were bought
with the fearsome price of the agony and death of the Man of Sorrows Himself.
If we believe in Jesus and the Atonement then we know He literally bought us
and our children, and "if we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we
die to the Lord. Therefore, whether we live or die, we are the Lord's"
(Romans 14:8). God has equitable jurisdiction as Creator and Redeemer.
"Behold, all souls are Mine," God tells us in Ezekiel 18:4. This
implies authority and ownership. Calvin, whose puritanical pronouncements
hardly belie a soft theology, recognized that God possessed "a paternal
affection towards the whole human race which He created and formed." We
can thank God, even with breaking hearts, that He wills all to be saved.
Indeed, I believe that one of the greatest promises in His Word is in John
12:32: "And I, if I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all peoples to
Myself." This surely is His highest and noblest will, considering how humankind
has ignored, denied and despised the One to whom they owe life itself.
It is possible only with God as our Guide to believe that
sorrow does work toward a good, and whatever good does sift its way to the top
of our muddy waters comes from God's grace only. Someone has wisely observed
that there is a faith which instead of moving mountains prevents mountains of
evil from moving. Jeremy Taylor speaks great comfort to our hearts: "God,
who in mercy and wisdom governs the world, would never have suffered so many sadnesses,
and have sent them especially to the most virtuous and the wisest [people], but
that he intends they should be the seminary of thought, the nursery of virtue,
the exercise of wisdom, the trial of patience, the venturing for a crown, and
the gate of glory."
In our quest for justice we always ask why, for we will
always lose loved ones and our cherished plans will sometimes fail. Emily
Dickinson pens it well:
Love's stricken "why"
Is all that love can speak --
Built of but just a syllable
The hugest hearts that break.
We ask why does the sun shine on the evil and the good, and
the rain fall on the just and the unjust (Matthew 5:45)? Surely, if we have any
sensibilities at all, so often it seems that justice and mercy are indeed on
the scaffold and wrong on the throne of glory. In fact, wickedness
shouts to be noticed and honored through every age. We need only note the idols
and heroes the world worships.
The most agonized "why" ever on this grievous
earth was the cry of dereliction from the Cross, "My God, My God, why have
You forsaken Me?" (Matthew 27:46). There on that instrument of death Jesus
moaned the why of all who feel God-forsaken and just forsaken; who see the
darkness homing in relentlessly and inescapably. Why, my God? Why my son? Why
Your Son? Why anyone's beloved child? Why death at all? But questions become
useless and, worse, a stone in the way of the Rock of Ages. Our Father asks us
to remove the stone from the tomb of our sorrow and believe that He has the answers.
We may not know the answers here on earth, but He does have them!